Called a friend just now but she didn't pick up,i almost cry out but i managed to hold it. I don't know why must it be like this,that wasn't the first time anymore. What's wrong with my life? There's so many things were unexpected and i don't want it to be happened. Be it i like it or not,i've no choice to make a decision anymore.
Seriously,i didn't really know what happened recently,i'm like as if i'm living in my own world. Well,i couldn't care much how people thinks how they look at me,it's up to them to do so. Yes,there's something inside me but i don't know what happened inside me, everything doesn't go on smoothly.
That night,i love it,do you ever know that? The laughters,the hugs.No longer existing. It has become tougher for me to learn and get over,and i hope i will. What had done cannot be undone,i get this and i know once bitten twice shy. I wouldn't want to be suffered if i have a second choice.
Our promises had become historical,they couldn't never be accomplished together anymore. We met,we talked,we fought,we loved..at last we were aparted. This is the fate that we couldn't belong to each other. I thought i could trust you,and i didn't know i was hurt that much. The moment i think of myself,i thought of you.Everything was still perfect last month. After a blink,everything changed and ruined.
Tears dropping and what the hell wrong with me. I supposed to be happy instead,i could have treated myself better. I'm just daft.
dear diary.
jiamin,the only gal
you’re my one and only.
you were all I ever wanted.
you were all I ever needed and more.
i’m still in love with you.
bolditalicunderlinestrike
I need you.
I need you to be with me
I need you to be by my side
I need you to coax me to sleep
I love to be simple
I adore my friends
I pursue for the best
