Friday, February 12, 2010 2:12 AM
Hahahaha,i'm laughing here but crying just now.There's no use crying over spilt milk already.
I know how what had happened and i'm not going to swallow it down myself again.
That kind of feeling you wouldn't understand.
If that really makes you happy i have no choice.
I knew we are over but i didn't know so many things actually happened.
That hurts me alot wasn't the past,it's the present.
I didn't know that you could change your mind so fast or whatsoever.
Still giving you my best wishing anyway.
But still,undeniable that i'm still missing you and loving you.
Good luck!
The sincerity wouldn't change as long as you're happy with her.
I hope she could give you what you want that you couldn't get from me.
The previous post,the current post,all yours.
But i guess you wouldn't able to read this as you don't really care.
To someone out there,
hahaha,i believe in karma,and you'll get yours soon.
You just pissed me off.
Monday, February 8, 2010 10:23 PM
Called a friend just now but she didn't pick up,i almost cry out but i managed to hold it.I don't know why must it be like this,that wasn't the first time anymore.What's wrong with my life?There's so many things were unexpected and i don't want it to be happened.Be it i like it or not,i've no choice to make a decision anymore.Seriously,i didn't really know what happened recently,i'm like as if i'm living in my own world.Well,i couldn't care much how people thinks how they look at me,it's up to them to do so.Yes,there's something inside me but i don't know what happened inside me,everything doesn't go on smoothly.That night,i love it,do you ever know that?The laughters,the hugs.No longer existing.It has become tougher for me to learn and get over,and i hope i will.What had done cannot be undone,i get this and i know once bitten twice shy.I wouldn't want to be suffered if i have a second choice.Our promises had become historical,they couldn't never be accomplished together anymore.We met,we talked,we fought,we loved..at last we were aparted.This is the fate that we couldn't belong to each other.I thought i could trust you,and i didn't know i was hurt that much.The moment i think of myself,i thought of you.Everything was still perfect last month.After a blink,everything changed and ruined.Tears dropping and what the hell wrong with me.I supposed to be happy instead,i could have treated myself better.I'm just daft.