Monday, September 14, 2009 8:51 PM
I realized unhappy things are meant to be happened and it wouldn't just leave you alone.What i wanted are much more easier than you think,do you know that?I wonder how those husbands and wives living together under the same roof.Yea,love again and again.I swear that i'm busy enough yet i still have to make some amendments.I just wanted to be myself and i've already give in,i'm serious.Yet it will still increase your sadness and also the conflict rise up every time,where's the peaceful moments when we just fall in love?It's less than 9 months and we had quarrelled for so many times,the sweetness gone?Or i should have said that the passion is no longer existing?I'm trying hard to face everything with you together,really everything,yet i became the selfish?!I'm seriously down and i really hope someone,i mean anyone just do something to make me feel happier and i will be satisfied.Where's the pure love?Where's my perseverance in this?Where's my courages?When has it stopped?When i began to be like that?When can you realize?How can i let you feel the sense of security?Though i couldn't understand still,i hope the best for you.
