Sunday, August 23, 2009 10:13 PM
It is bad to wrong a good person who just intend to help.I cannot do anything to help myself to be accused wrong.Everyone has his own task/tasks,well me too.From the day i wanted to rely on myself,i swear i will be iron-willed and unyielding.
Everytime I have to face it all myself,and you didn't help out.I'm starting to hate you,seriously no matter who you are to me.
I don't wish to stay here anymore,the place which doesn't belong to me.
Otherwise,i'll go mad,really mad until i may do something which you would think impossible.
In chinese got a sentence,‘此处不留人,自有留人处’.
I wish i can have a little bit more courage to do the things i like/love.
I wanna prove to myself and just myself i can do better just that i was not given any chances.
My Dear God,i wouldn't blame on you because i knew that You are training me to be the one who will not be so coward anymore.
I believe i can work it out in a better way.