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Sunday, August 23, 2009 10:13 PM

It is bad to wrong a good person who just intend to help.
I cannot do anything to help myself to be accused wrong.
Everyone has his own task/tasks,well me too.
From the day i wanted to rely on myself,i swear i will be iron-willed and unyielding.
Everytime I have to face it all myself,and you didn't help out.I'm starting to hate you,seriously no matter who you are to me.

I don't wish to stay here anymore,the place which doesn't belong to me.
Otherwise,i'll go mad,really mad until i may do something which you would think impossible.
In chinese got a sentence,‘此处不留人，自有留人处’.
I wish i can have a little bit more courage to do the things i like/love.
I wanna prove to myself and just myself i can do better just that i was not given any chances.

My Dear God,i wouldn't blame on you because i knew that You are training me to be the one who will not be so coward anymore.
I believe i can work it out in a better way.

Thursday, August 13, 2009 8:45 AM

How long since i ever went to beach?
In my mind,beach is a relaxing place where you can throw away all your troubles.
How impractical it is.
I wouldn't care.
I know i would be easily satisfied.
At least,go there i will feel happier,much more happier.

I have my own way,my really own way.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009 8:33 PM

Extremely down.

It's like what the fuck.

I hate it.

How could you do this to me?

Monday, August 10, 2009 12:48 AM

I've been so busy for the past few days for my assignments.
My lecturer is damn stupid.
He just gave us one topic and gave us one week time to prepare the presentation,
which means we gonna finish our power point in one and the half week for both somemore!
He's that inconsiderate,blah blah blah. *scolding bad words

Was like rushing out all the things and asked for boyfren to help me in editing and more.
Results is coming out on Monday,
both presentation is on Tuesday and Thursday,
what a hectic week.

The photo below was edited by boyfren.
I'm loving it.
Thanks to boyfren,he's so kelian ecause he's sick and i still ask him to help me.
I know i am heartless,thanks!

Boyfren love you!

Buck up my frens!

Sunday, August 2, 2009 11:30 PM

Suddenly i feel that the world is so dark,
i mean the human beings in the world.
One week before,i could still see the scorching sun,
but now no longer exist.
I couldn't understand why the problem that occurred last year would just copy and paste out this year or even every year.

How steady would a guy be,i would doubt now.
I saw it with my own eyes and i experienced it with them.
How ruthless they are now a bit way too illogical.
Have you guys seriously gave a thought that when you face difficulties or economic hardship,who was the one helping?

You guys should have known that who's the one fanning the flames,add fuel to the fire and do one's utmost to incite one against the other.
It's really time to wake up to one's error and make an effort to atone for one's misdeeds.
Some of you are really good guys and willing to help him,of course the only condition is the salary.
Yea,last week issue was like a trifle for us.
Then why should you guys fret over such a trifle?
I don't understand.Can anyone explain it to me?

I'm so disappointed at some of you whom play a fool with me or whatever.
Now i knew i was blind,ever blind!
Have you ever thought that when your wife was back in Thailand/Myanmar and you need money to apply for her visa or whatever,who was the one borrow you a few thousands?
Have you ever thought that who was the one never urge you to pay back the money until now?
Have you ever thought that how narrow minded you are just over a bumper which cost 380 bucks?
It's not the time to find out who should be held responsible.
Even if wanna find out,it's both parties' fault and both need to be liable for the losses.
Just be fair,when you are scolding others,
please look into the mirror and you will see how evil you look.

I couldn't understand why are you guys so pathetic,i really mean it.
Law by law,we have no right stopping you from changing job,but not rapidly.
You have your own choice and we just wanted you to pay us back the remaining money that you owed.
Since that you are already hired,he will definitely help you to clear the debts but then why are you resolutely oppose?
I just wanna say,i look down on you,seriously.
You are neither a guy nor a man,just a sissy.

I was tempted to ask and speak out,but i rather stand aside and look at the deeper side of problem.
We are not meant to be bullied,we just don't want to create more problems.
The scar cannot be wiped away so easily yet i believe there's a way to lighten the scar.
Every year the same timing,be it coincidence or purposely,no longer the matter.

We are really disappointed.
We will try to look at the brighter side,at least happier.
Not because of you then we feel sad,we feel hurt that we trusted the wrong ones.
We will never wrong a single good person nor let off a single bad one.
We are just tired to identify.