Wednesday, June 3, 2009 11:30 PM
Hey peeps,long time no see.It has been a long time,really a long time since my last entry.I am back again as my exam had ended few days ago.I am happy though not really.Do not ask my why,i am wondering too.
You know what?I noticed everything is not that smoothly,it's not what i am thinking or what i thought it would turn out to be.I've realized we have changed,a great and huge change.Anyways,we shall be going different ways,maybe.I am just sincerely hope that a friendship would not be that fragile.Love is fragile,i can understand,but not friendship please.
I cherish the friendship i am having with anyone.I doubt it can be easily broken up by anyone else and i hope someone would not be that free or even silly to do that kind of things.I dislike what i dislike.I do not need to force myself to like or be friend with anyone.There were a few times that some friends told me after they get along with me.They told me i was so arrogant at the beginning.Yea,i didn't deny as it is the way to protect yourself from others.At first,i think that i do not need to do anything to plead for friends and just friends!Maybe you can but seriously i cannot.
Anyways,stop complaining.If you want someone to love u sincerely,wholly or completely,please do start to love yourself.I love my friends and i hope they can feel it with heart.Babes,long path to go.
So many things happened in the past few weeks and i've decided to blog them out one by one,hopefully.My coach,camera,my boyfren's birthday,gals' outing and so on.Give me some time,i will do it fast.See you!
Good night world!
