Tuesday, June 30, 2009 1:11 PM
Today is 30th of June,a special for me.Back to 6 months ago,Christmas that day,i was back to jb from Singapore.I bet I would not forget that day.
We got in touch after the first time we chatted in msn and he caused me being late for my outing with my friend.I knew it was quite ridiculous that because of a stranger.However,it was how we became a pair.
First,i thought we would not contact anymore after chatting in msn.I still could remember clearly that me and nii went shopping and i kept on sms-ing with him till i caught nii's attention only i stop replying.
That was how we started.We do not really know each other.The first time we met,i was so kan chiong.Yea and YJ Chang,you know what you did,so we shall not reveal here ok?
Till now,we have been together for six months.We went through some difficulties.However,he told me that we could only celebrate our anniversary the third year!Arrghh!So badddd right?Never mind,just listen to him,be a good gal and keep waiting.
The feelings will never be gone.We are getting better and better.Time really flies and we really improved!I appreciated the things you had done for me,it's lovely!Keeping you by my side,i feel so happy and without worries.You will always try your best to cheer me up.
Boyfren,i love you :D
Blog until here,suddenly i remembered the video you made for me.I was touched that time but then i did not know how to face you.I was not ready to fall in love as i do not want to be hurt again.?However,now you have proved me that what is happiness.Thanks boyfren.
If someone were to say i am not a good galfren,i would admit but i knew you would disagree with me.
If someone were to say you are not a good boyfen,i would admit too because you are a great boyfren.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 11:34 PM
I have been working continuously for almost five days.It's tiring.Anyways,i met many stupid customers today.They have completely spoiled my mood for time being.Around afternoon,i think 3 plus,there was a guy who stated that he is an officer in any government service.I was trying to deal the business with him then he told me something very fabulous.(The communication below was in malay,i translate into english as someone cannot understand)Me:So this is the fixed price,do u still want it?Stupid guy:Cheaper larr,******(his occupation) also cannot cheaper abit?Me:This is the nett price.No matter who also the same.Stupid guy:If u give me cheaper,i can take a look after your shop.Me:The price is still the same with others.ENDI was thinking that what if you are the ******,and what if i can give you any discount?!It was so ridiculous.Although it was not first time of demanding for discount but then he shouldn't use his occupation to do that,am i right?Everyone is trying to earn more money for their family.As i know,the guy is doing so too.However,they never try to respect the other people.Seriously,no racist discrimination.It was just my opinion that why he said so.I felt so shameful.Ok,done with my story.I am still fed up now.
Monday, June 8, 2009 1:13 AM
My mood totally sucks!!!Trust me,please,ever don't doubt.
From the day i got to know you,i knew we are fated.
We went through the obstacles.
However,facing another.
I feel hurt,totally hurt when you start getting on suspicion.
Just let me sleep and heal.
I still love you,boyfren.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 11:30 PM
Hey peeps,long time no see.It has been a long time,really a long time since my last entry.I am back again as my exam had ended few days ago.I am happy though not really.Do not ask my why,i am wondering too.
You know what?I noticed everything is not that smoothly,it's not what i am thinking or what i thought it would turn out to be.I've realized we have changed,a great and huge change.Anyways,we shall be going different ways,maybe.I am just sincerely hope that a friendship would not be that fragile.Love is fragile,i can understand,but not friendship please.
I cherish the friendship i am having with anyone.I doubt it can be easily broken up by anyone else and i hope someone would not be that free or even silly to do that kind of things.I dislike what i dislike.I do not need to force myself to like or be friend with anyone.There were a few times that some friends told me after they get along with me.They told me i was so arrogant at the beginning.Yea,i didn't deny as it is the way to protect yourself from others.At first,i think that i do not need to do anything to plead for friends and just friends!Maybe you can but seriously i cannot.
Anyways,stop complaining.If you want someone to love u sincerely,wholly or completely,please do start to love yourself.I love my friends and i hope they can feel it with heart.Babes,long path to go.
So many things happened in the past few weeks and i've decided to blog them out one by one,hopefully.My coach,camera,my boyfren's birthday,gals' outing and so on.Give me some time,i will do it fast.See you!
Good night world!