Monday, April 6, 2009 2:20 AM
I feel the pain again tonight.I shed because i finally know the feelings in his mind.I used to be so selfish as i just care about myself.I knew i shouldn't behave like tat but i couldn't control.When i first got to know u,i don't even think that we would become an item.As u said,fate is predestined.It's good to feel your words again.I really hope u would stop pampered me for time being.I really hope everything can change to be better.Whatever we need,we can try to make some amendments right?However,if u never speak out what u exactly want,it's hard to make a guess.I thought i would back out easily again but i didn't and i don't even know why.Is it because the reasons u made me love u so much?Or u really become part of my life so can't live without u?I've thought over and over again.I knew what i should do right now just to feel the happiness again.Stop quarrelling and start to improve the relationship.Try to find out the problems and solve it together.I believe we can do this as long as we still loving each other.I don't know when will be the last day for us,but i hope it wouldn't appear at all.I am not good at words and especially in chinese.I am sorry but i know u hate my apologise.Sigh.I hope i am still the one belongs to u right now.Love u,baobei.
